Pinnedbig feelings and nowhere to store them.i was born with an overwhelming feelings, i feel everything to the core. and i thought, everyone was the same. Feb 13Feb 13
you started to fade and my world shatters.i stared at my ceiling looking for answers, and your face popped up in my mind. you were once my everything, and maybe you are still my…Aug 12Aug 12
how does it feel to live like a shadow?how does it feel to latch pathetically to life begging for acknowledgment. a validation that you are not losing your mind, that you are…Jul 31Jul 31
i mourned for the woman my mother could bei killed my mother long before i was born. i killed her dreams and invaded her whole body with my filthy soul as she build me brick to…Jul 29Jul 29
the thought of being sick has infested my body like a plague.i always wanted to be sick ever since i could remember, i crave for the unconditional affection that came with the fact of being ill.Jun 28Jun 28
bekasi, a suffocating hug.i would never imagined a fast paced metropolitan like Bekasi would be so melancholic in my heart, but here i am longing about this grey…Apr 10Apr 10
mom, my world crumbles upon me once again.“life is a rollercoaster” they said. but what happened when the trail stopped in the middle when you’re going full speed above? you died. Feb 19Feb 19
and those dreams are just another papers stuck on the refrigerator.i think a lot about my dreams, not only the dinosaurs are chasing me kind of dream, but the driving force that kept me going.Feb 181Feb 181
sayang, a double edged sword.not so long ago i read about how incredible our language Bahasa Indonesia is. how the word “sayang” could express endearment but also loss…Feb 141Feb 141
